this does seem very similar to some of my reasons for disliking kids though. with getting exposed to it daily it’s no wonder you are stressed out.
i can’t speak for you but i’m also similar in that i’ve been on the internet too much and sometimes feel like doing shit.
whenever i feel empty like that i gotta shake things up in my life. i get this urge to ditch everything and do completely new things with completely different people. maybe you do need a little bit of it, yeah.