its amazing that you are able to overcome your lowest point and everything goes better after a year.
Thanks for asking my situation, so
i am tired being “nice person” and ended up getting bullied, scammed, get rid off, lost lot of important things, and many more painful moments in my life.
i still struggle to overcome my lowest point until now, this is why i try to get feedback from somebody else. for now i have regular theraphy, training, and really tried my best not to turn “evil”
sometimes i can relate myself to joker from batman.